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Dystopia Fiction Writing

The Garden

He had the urge to clear the ground, to look out and see nothing.

“Darling?” the familiar voice interrupted his thought.

“Hm? Oh, yes dear, you’re quite right. The garden has become quite the oasis.” he replied automatically.

More words tumbled from the woman’s mouth, but he stopped listening, only imagining orange flames licking each leaf of the garden before him. The corner of his mouth quirked up thinking about the charred remains of this magical place. Maybe then he’d finally have some rest.

The woman kept babbling. He was familiar with the words; he’d heard them countless times. Looking beyond the green of the garden, he could see the familiar figures watching them from the horizon.

The same thing was happening in every other garden on that street, possibly in that city, or maybe every corner of the world. Colin didn’t know how far it extended and he wondered how many others could see through the façade? Maybe none. Maybe he had to figure this out on his own.

The days repeated in this unrealistic loop for what seemed like ages. Colin never remembered eating or sleeping, just always watering the garden having this inane conversation with his wife. A wife he didn’t know – not her name, not how they met, literally nothing. How could she endure this never-ending mirage? If he could he would have frowned, but he couldn’t – he could only smile and be engrossed with watering the garden. He wondered if she was the same – trapped in this nightmare, but completely aware that it’s fake.

His mind wandered to the rows of garden fences stretched as far as he can see, up until the shadowy figures beyond. Was everyone here trapped the same way? How had they gotten there?

He tried to think back beyond the garden, beyond this moment in time, to see if there was something before. He saw flashes of a life outside of the garden. There was a body of water, he could remember lazy days on the sand, the touch of a woman, and an intense feeling of love and desire for her. Had he lived this life?

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Fantasy Fiction Writing

The Key

She opened her handbag and tipped the contents onto the floor in a desperate attempt to find the key. She knew it was in there, there was no other option.

After searching for what felt like ages, she slumped down on the ground and cried. “How could I have been so stupid?” she berated herself. That key was her only link to discovering the truth behind her employer’s bizarre behavior.

He seemed perfectly normal and approachable some days, and then disheveled, surly, and downright curmudgeonly on others. It was more than that. It felt like he was two different people, a sort of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde scenario. Wasn’t that based on legitimate bi-polar disorder, or schizophrenia? She was unsure, and maybe using the smuggled key could answer these questions. Maybe there were medication bottles in his private area that would explain so much.

She knew it was ridiculous to even care. It was just a job after all. Yes, it was a good job that she liked, but it’s not like she was a VP or anything, she was just an assistant. Well, as a good assistant, shouldn’t she be predicting her manager’s needs and whims? How could she do that if she was unaware of a malady that plagued him? Yes, she had settled that this logic was extremely sound.

It was all for naught, as she had lost the ruddy key. She sat there on the floor, distraught and worried that it would be discovered she stole the key and then lost it and would lose her job. Her heel moved and the sound of something solid and metal rang out. The key!

With satisfied jubilance she stood, threw all the contents back into her purse, slid the key into the lock, and turned. The quiet clicking of the lock felt louder than it should have been in the quiet warehouse space. She closed it firmly behind her. The room was dark, made even darker by dark carpets, and décor. She pulled the tiny flashlight on her keys to illuminate the space.

What she saw was a fantastical laboratory straight out of the 18th century. Glass tubes and bottles connected by copper joints in an ornate maze with different colored liquids in them. The wall held a tall cabinet that stored dozens and dozens of jars with herbs, liquids, and even animal parts floating in liquid. What is this guy into? She thought nervously. Was he an actual mad scientist?

She heard the scrape of something outside the door so she turned off the flashlight and scurried under the table. Dim lights came up in the room and she could see it more clearly. It was straight out of Sherlock Holmes – a dark red Persian rug underneath her, thick dark wood table above with a long table cloth that provided some coverage for her. His black boots, that she now recognized looked like they were from another time approached the table and stood there. She could hear him clinking bottles around.

Her heart raced and she prayed silently that he would finish quickly and leave, or go to a place where she might be able to silently escape, but that’s the sort of thing for movies. So she froze there awaiting anything that might give her a glimmer of hope for how to leave and still have a job tomorrow.

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Fantasy Fiction Writing

Which witch?

She had done a poor job of hiding the damage, so naturally she kept futzing with it in a vain attempt to make the skin look normal again. Katrina exhaled, “Worst. Witch. Ever.”

Which isn’t technically accurate, as this was her first spell, and she had far more natural power than she knew. So much so, that a coven of witches, clear in another county, was knocked clear flat onto their backs by the shockwave of energy sent out by that one small spell.

Katrina pulled on her grandmother’s hand-knitted cardigan to cover up the mangled flesh on her upper arm. She gathered up the witch accoutrements that led to the disastrous spell and chucked it into a canvas bag with the shattered sense that she would never have the power her grandmother had.

Just prior, the coven of witches were standing up in the middle of farmer Gorgon’s sheep field. He always fancied Minerva and cleared his sheep away every month for their full moon ritual. He was bound by the coven to not peek at their rituals, which he supposed included naked lady orgies writhing in pleasure before a sacrificial altar. Such a man thing to imagine. Nakedness does not immediately mean sex, any proper witch will tell you that. It is, however, an excellent way to ensure you’re directly connected with the divine spirit and can channel the elements of Mother Nature more powerfully. So, yes, there was nakedness, but no, there were no orgies. And sacrifice is a harsh word. Is it sacrificing when you eat chicken nuggets? No, it’s eating, so leave the coven in peace when they bleed a chicken and turn it into soup later.

Minerva pushed herself up from her prostrate position on the soft grass. “What in the name of the Goddess was that?!” she yelled. “Juliette, were the runes properly placed?”

The young, naked brunette had fallen beside Minerva. She nodded.

“Then what could possibly have gone wrong?” Minerva was getting to her feet when she saw a glowing orb of light floating above their altar. She joined the other women who had seen it with gaping mouths.

Katrina wanted nothing more than to curl up and sleep away this failure, but her body was restless and rejected that idea, so decided to go for a midnight stroll. It was a warm summer’s eve, the summer solstice in fact. The day her grandmother gave her specific instructions for what to do after her passing.

“I failed you, g-g.” she said to the bright moon above. Being outside under that moon was comforting. The full moon always reminded her of G-G. Even as a small child her grandmother would take her into the woods on the full moon to do magic. As a child it was so real, the possibilities of magic, but as she grew older she knew it was just an old hippie reliving some acid trip from her youth. That was the only logical explanation. And then G-G died, and left Katrina her grimoire and a cottage no one in the family knew about. Yes, laugh all you want, she had a witch’s cottage, and not in a highly desirable area, no, in fact, it was literally in the middle of nowhere in Wales of all places. WALES? Who but sheep want to be in Wales for goodness’ sake?? Though as she spent more time there trying to understand this witchy stuff, it was rather beautiful. The moonlit strolls in nature were oddly peaceful, and not creepy. Not once did she imagine Jason Vorhees or Cujo waiting behind a tree. That’s not strictly correct, she did imagine it more than once, but that was in the beginning.

The glowing orb began to move. The witches gasped collectively as it slowly floated away from the altar. Minerva grabbed the hands of nearby witches and they all started clasping hands together, encircling the floating and moving orb. “Grant, oh great Goddess, thy protection,” Minerva began and all the ladies joined in. The orb approached a witch with mocha colored skin. They spoke their prayer louder “And in protection, strength.” The orb nearly touched the witch, but rose higher above her head and out of the circle continuing on an unseen path. The witches abandoned their chanting prayer and scrambled to follow it.

Katrina came to the small creek not far from G-G’s magical house and crouched beside it to touch the cool clear water. It always felt like a restorative spring to Katrina and she quickly wondered if it had magical properties. She pulled her left arm from the cardigan, scooped up a handful of the creek water saying a healing prayer she found in the grimoire “Deep peace I breathe into you, O weariness, here:
O ache, here.” while slowly pouring the creek waters onto the distorted flesh. Katrina’s eyes widened as the flesh began to smooth with each droplet of water.

The orb passed over farmer Gorgon’s fence. The witches, still naked, looked at each other to see if they were going to pursue in their current undress.

“CLOAKS!” Minerva barked. “CECILY, THE VAN!” she shrieked.

The coven moved quickly, throwing cloaks over their naked forms, a large van raced towards the fence, stopped and the coven piled in, though not everyone had a seat.

“Follow that orb.” Minerva instructed. And the van broke through the fence and followed the orb crushing crops and grass on its impossibly slow journey.

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Fiction Romantic Comedy Writing

8-bit romance

“And this wall will have a massive neon sign with a bunch of retro icons, like Pacman, Donkey Kong, y’know, the 8-bit stuff.” Searching his hazel-green eyes for any sign of approval. “As you can see from my prospectus, Mr. Kerrigan, the marketing analytics look promising for this area. And, I already have the social media campaign going, y’know, to whet the kids’ appetites.”

He looked at the specs I drew up with the detailed project plan showing milestones. 

“Miss Granston,” he replied with a smile, revealing a deep dimple in his left cheek, visible even under the closely-trimmed beard. Had I noticed how hot he was? Dark wavy hair, a  jawline that could cut diamonds, he definitely worked-out, his pristine suit tailored to clung to that muscular physique. Was I blushing? Dear lord, I was blushing. And he smirked. Kill me now. 

“It will be a pleasure, doing business with you.” He shook my hand with another dazzling smile.

Elated, I jumped at him, wrapping my arms around his broad shoulders in a hug. “Oh Mr. Kerrigan, you won’t regret this! I’ll make you so proud!” Still clinging to him, I realized that maybe hugging the bank representative wasn’t the most professional thing to do. “I’m hugging you, aren’t I?”

Without moving, “Yes you are.” He replied flatly.

My arms stayed inexplicably where they were, “This is a little awkward then.”

“It is.” He paused, I kept holding him in a never-ending hug. “Although it might be less awkward, if you released me.”

“Oh, right, yes, of course.” I let go, fumbling backwards, losing my footing, I felt myself falling backwards. Reaching out for something to keep me upright, all I could grip was his tie, pulling him along for the ungraceful collapse to the ground. I slammed on my back, and he came barreling down on top of me. The breath thrown from both of us. It felt like eons passed, but it was likely mere seconds. Not only was he on top of me, but he was nestled between my legs, his face planted in my cleavage.

“Awkward 2.0.” I said in a weak attempt at humor. 

He pushed himself away from the cleavage, “More like awkward to the death star power.”

I nodded and smirked at the reference, “Yep. That’s my specialty.”

“To be awkward?”

“Amongst other skills, but yes, awkward, lacking in grace, and having strange men between my legs.” I clasped my hands on my mouth, “Oh my god, that’s not what I meant – I mean, I didn’t mean the way that sounded.” Closing my eyes and covering my face with my hands, I just wanted to disappear. Yet another hot guy repelled by my weirdness. 

He laughed, pushing himself off me, extending a hand to help me up. “I knew what you meant. Are you alright?”

Rubbing my back, “I think I fell on something, but I’ll make a full recovery. I have some ibuprofen. Better living through chemistry.” groaning at how hopeless I was.

Pulling out the annoying childproof bottle, and like a child, I had to read the instructions “push down and turn.” Only it wasn’t turning. “Why isn’t this working!?” it came out louder than expected. Pushing harder, turning with more focus, the bottle opened and flew out of my hands a dangerous projectile, pills ricocheting like buckshot, the bottle itself striking him in the forehead.

“Oh my god, what is wrong with me!?” I rubbed where the bottle struck him between the eyes, “Are you okay? Boy wouldn’t it be nice if all those pills hadn’t scattered everywhere?” I smiled sheepishly.

“Wouldn’t it though.” He said flatly, raising an eyebrow. 

Oh no, he’s pissed. Could he pull the loan now? “I’m so sorry, Mr. Kerrigan. I’m just really clumsy.”

That body-melting smile returned, “Maybe just a little.Good thing we’re only funding the loan for the arcade, and not your personal injuries.”

“Oh thank goodness. I thought you might deny it to me after these shenanigans.”

“Not at all. I’ll email the documents to be signed electronically, and the funds will be available as soon as Tuesday.” With that he shook my hand and left.

Three months later, the arcade opened to a line out the door. New Order blasted overhead, quarters lined up on video games for the next person’s turn. I had done it, and it felt amazing.

“Miss Granston,” a deep voice that fueled fantasies made my insides jello. I turned around to see the banker.

“Mr. Kerrigan! What an unexpected surprise.”

“It’s not every day a loan is sealed with a hug, then a tumble, then a projectile thrown at my head.”

“Not enough for you? I mean maybe we can insert you in a pinball machine to be abused further?” 

“Definitely not, I’m much more of a Donkey Kong guy. Pinball is for the weak.”

“Good looking and brains. You’re my kinda weirdo, Mr. Kerrigan.”

“Dan, please.”

“Dan. Danny-boy, Dannerino, Crocodile DAN-dee.” I babbled.

“Oh Crocodile Dandee is definitely the one.”

Wow. He banters. Wait, and he’s not in a suit. “Dan,” looking him up and down, “did you come here to play video games?”

He pointed to his Space Invaders shirt, “No, I came to play this video game. But there are like seven quarters before mine, so I’m just wandering until it’s my go.”

“A nerd after my own heart.”

“Can I buy you a drink?” he asked.

“From my own bar?” I squinted at him.

“Um… yes?”

“Only if you can answer this question: Star Wars or LOTR?”

“Oooh that’s tough. Star Wars gets respect for being the OG, right? But LOTR is truly the superior fandom.”

I took his arm in mine, “Oh Dan, this looks like the beginning of a beautiful friendship.”

He stopped and looked at me, “I was hoping for something more than friendship.” His eyes darted to my lips, then to my eyes. My body flushed all over, 

I looked down shyly. “I’d like that.”

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Fantasy Fiction Writing

Sentinels

“You will not move, you will not twitch a muscle. You are sentinels, and sentinels are living statues. You are no longer of this world, but above it. It bows to you.”

Under the ornate golden armor, emblazoned with a phoenix flowing like flaming liquid on his breastplate, beads of sweat pooled and dripped down his body. His still very living body. How was one to become a sentinel, above the world, to be that level of infamy? This was the first exercise designed to filter out strong from the weak. They were all worthy, they had all passed the trials, the tests of history, criminology, legend, and ethics, but being worthy alone did not make you fit to be a sentinel. A sentinel was better than everyone but the gods, and a sentinel, by their intelligence, worth, and strength were then chosen by the gods to protect the world they created.

The suns, both midday and early day glared down on the row of golden beacons, hundreds stretched across the crest of the fiercest desert, like jewels decorating a red coat of the gods. It seemed like hours had passed, the beads of sweat had turned into fountains. Jarnius could hear the clanking of others falling or fainting from the scorching heat. “Not me, not me, not me.” He thought to himself. “I am a sentinel, a master of will. I am chosen by the gods to protect and keep their world safe. The relic of arnuieta has had my name engraved on it since the dawn of time, for I am a sentinel.” He whispered the prayer over and over again. Never closing his eyes, always staying alert and observant of those around him.

The Captain walked in front of the cadet to his right, peered into the armor, pushed on their shoulder, whispered to his lieutenant and then approached Jarnius. Looking forward, refusing to blink, shrink, or crumble, Jarnius kept the prayer in his mind the relic of arnuieta has had my name engraved on it since the dawn of time. The captain pushed on his shoulder and he didn’t budge. He was a statue. He was above this world. He would not yield.

The captain spoke to the lieutenant, who wrote something down. Jarnius could see the word “arnuieta” and nearly cheered, but he knew they used every tool in their arsenal to unmake a sentinel, and vanity or pride were worthy tools. The prideful are never chosen, no. The prideful are sent to the games and made a spectacle. Jarnius would not fail like that. He had no pride to speak of, this was all he had and he could not fail.

The early sun had set, and the midday sun was low in the sky, allowing the first moon to peek over the farthest horizon. The gleaming row of golden dots was heavily broken, whittled down from hundreds to several dozen. Jarnius had not weakened, his arms had lost feeling hours before. Now was the wait for the frozen night when the midnight moon would rise. The golden armor was freeze resistant, but it would not stop flesh from freezing, or a weak person to freeze and lose consciousness. But Jarnius knew that once the second sun set, he was halfway through this fierce challenge – the easy half. For at night, not only must a sentinel tolerate the cold, but the ice wisps that came to torment them, to infiltrate their armor, even some could insert into one’s eye.

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Fiction Writing

Breaking and Entering

He threw the Big Gulp cup into the trashcan on the corner of the empty intersection.  He took long steps, sliding his feet with each pace to blur his footprints into something unrecognizable.

Passing in front of the brick building of lighted windows that seemed to reach the sky, he moved into the dark and narrow passageway between these brick titans. Looking up, he saw the snow on each fire escape landing and sighed. He stared for longer than he should before his courage found him. Flexing his fingers, ensuring the gloves on his hands were up to the task, he began climbing the trash dumpster to gain access to the pull-down ladder. He slowly pulled the ladder so it could be as quiet as possible. He noticed the wind picked up on the street and hoped that would dull any sounds he might create.

Once on the ladder, he wiped each step to keep them similar and vague as to who might have been there. Only three flights he thought to himself and began the slow process of moving up those flights, unseen and silent.

Once he found the third landing, he could see inside the warmed room, the familiar blue airplane lamp that sat on a child’s nightstand. He saw the back of a boy with messy dirty blond hair, leaning over something. Probably drawing again, he thought as he absently caressed the folded-up drawing in his pocket.

This inspired him to get to work, he took out the flat head screwdriver and quietly popped the window lock and began to push it up, until he heard her voice from the other room.

He hid himself from the window, white steam coming from his rapidly breathing mouth. He needed to temper himself to go through with this. He was not the bad guy, no matter what anyone else said. He wasn’t crazy. He knew this was what’s best for his son, even if the judge couldn’t see it.

Steeling himself, he turned to the window again, gently pushing up to discover it wasn’t locked. The cold air must have swirled into the child’s room because he looked up immediately and smiled.

“Papa!” the child squealed happily.

“Shhh” pressing his finger to his own lips. The window was not open enough so he could get in and get out with the boy if his mother appeared.

As if on queue the woman ran into the room, seeing the boy pointing to the window, she turned in horror to see the face that had plagued her nightmares for too many years. She calmly went to the boy and said something the man outside the window couldn’t hear. The boy smiled happily at his mother, then to the man, got off his chair and went with his mother.

“NO! No, no, no, NO!” he yelled, the sound softened by new snowfall, but still echoing against the brick buildings narrowly separated. He couldn’t see into any other room, he assumed she took the boy to flee, which would mean she was downstairs in moments. Without hesitation he descended the fire escape, not worried about noise or disturbing residents of the building. His sole focus was speed.

His footsteps crunched on the snow as he ran as quick as his footing would allow. He waited at the base of the stairs to the narrow building, looking for signs of his son and his ex-wife. It felt like ages had passed and yet she didn’t appear. Had she doubled back to trick him? Had he missed her? Impossible. He would hear the boy regardless.

A rough tap on his shoulder pulled him from his thoughts. “Excuse me, sir.” He turned to see the dark blue uniform of NYPD, a short, stout man with a bushy moustache continued to speak, “We have a complaint of someone loitering here. Possibly an attempted kidnapping.” The beat cop eyed him, “Can I see some identification please, sir?” it was a polite demand.

“Oh. Of course, officer.” He started digging in his pocket, appearing to reach for his wallet, “I was just picking up my girl for a late-night supper.” Quickly pulling out a knife from his pocket and slicing the cop’s right cheek then the left, elbowing him in the face, forcing the officer to stumble and fall to the snow, droplets of his blood falling to the new white snow drifts. With all his strength, he kicked the officer in his ribs, turned to run away.

He knew this meant he only had one chance, he had to take his boy by force and disappear. He was ready to kill if needed. He had done it before, even though that bitch never appreciated what he did for her.

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Fiction Writing

Mon Dieu

The uneven cobblestones made her more nervous than she already was. The village looked remarkably unchanged for centuries, the faux-antique signs staying true to the ancient aesthetic. The café was at the end of the street, she gripped the parcel tightly to her chest as the aged man clung to her arm and his cane while they slowly ascended the upwardly sloping street.

He was there, sitting comfortably in that tiny chair, legs crossed, glasses on, reading a book, mindlessly stirring a coffee. They neared him and he brightened at their approach.

“Ah Ma chere, monsieur,” he stood, donning the quintessential bisoux – three indicating he was from the north and shaking the elderly man’s hand.

Bonjour, professeur.” She replied, the accent lacking much French.

“Please, we may speak English, if you prefer.” Thick with a guttural northern French accent.

She sighed in relief and disappointment in herself, “Yes please. Thank you, sir.” She indicated to the gray-haired man she came with, “I’d like to introduce you to my grandfather.”

Mon plaisir, monsiuer. Call me Maurice, if you please, my dear.”

“Maurice.” They sat down, ordered a café au crème with three sugar cubes for herself, black coffee for her grandfather.

“I see you have truly become a northerner.” He laughed and she blushed.

She put the parcel on the table and slid it across to him.

“Is this it? Are you certainment?” he asked with excitement.

She nodded and he slowly pulled the brown paper off the parcel and opened the box. His eyes widened. “Mon dieu. C’est manifique. Bain, c’est incroyable. Comment est-ce vous la trouvez?

She blanched. “My dear, I am sorry. How did you find it. This treasure, my family has been seeking it for a century, and here you, a little Americaine has brought it back from the new world.” He chuckled and eyed her over his spectacles, “The last known record of this was in mille six cent… er 1648, when the Avignon pope fled to Boulogne with treasures to escape the Vatican from absconding with them all. And here it is, untouched, not a gem missing. I must hear the tale.”

She nodded to her grandfather who sat up, cane still upright, his hand atop it. “You are Monsieur Chalon, yes? Descended from the noble house of Chalon-Arlay, the founders of France’s Regiment des Gardes Francaises?” The elderly man, his eyes normally cloudy with age were bright and boring into the professor.

Maurice looked from the old man to the woman in confusion, “Mais oui. It is something I discuss in my lectures.”

The old man nodded, pulled the parcel towards him and slowly began pulling back the nondescript tawny colored paper. “Then this belongs to you. It is now your sacred duty to protect it.” He peeled back the second and final layer of the parcel, revealing an aged box, tattered and worn simply from old age. The grandfather removed the lid revealing a wad of beige fabric. It appeared to be loosely wrapped around something. The old man gingerly lifted what was inside and began unraveling the top of the wrapped item.

The final piece of cloth was separating them from the item. The old man looked at Maurice, his eyes burning with intensity, “You will have but a mere second for your eyes to fall upon these, and then they must be returned to safety.” Maurice nodded, his eyes not leaving the swaddled fabric.

It was opened for a scant second, and within Maurice could see the pocked iron of large ancient nails. “Mon dieu.” he whispered in reverence.

“Indeed, professor.” The elderly man passed the nails to his granddaughter, who quickly began wrapping them again. “They have not aged for thousands of years. The iron should have succumbed to rust and decay, but these haven’t.”

Le sange.” Maurice asked quietly.

“Yes.”

Mon dieu.” Maurice repeated. “So the family legends are true?”

The old man nodded, “Those and many more. These are the last piece needed to put the plans back into place and correct what history got wrong so many centuries ago.”

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Fantasy Fiction Writing

Building 86

The stupid sensor went off again. It was always going off for no reason, which meant I had to go back into that horrible place and look around. Yes, that’s my job, but it doesn’t mean I want to do it. I have no problem looking into any other building on these grounds, but building 86 was creepy, it always had been. The old man who trained me told me crazy stories about that building. Said it was where they stored the organs from alien autopsies, real venom from a basilisk, and he even said they had a mummified faery and the body of a gnome in some liquid in a jar like a science experiment. It was a trip. Needless to say I have never seen any of these things, but I will say that building 86 was the loudest building and the sensors kept going off. I complain to maintenance about how the sensors aren’t working, and they check it out during the day shift and say it’s fine. But it’s not at night, I can tell you that. Something was setting them off in that stupid building, and nothing the old coot told me about could do it, because all of those things were dead. So unless the gnome broke out of the jar and is now a zombie gnome wandering the building, it was something else. In all likelihood it was a bird or a rat or maybe even a racoon that got in there and somehow knows where all the cameras are and can avoid them. Yes, it sounds crazy, but it’s a hell of a lot more sane sounding than a) a zombie gnome, b) a mummy faery come back to life without the help of Brenden Fraser, or c) an alien putting back in his harvested organs. When comparing a smart rodent to that, the smart rodent wins every day, because it’s the least goddamn crazy of the group.

*BAM* I heard while approaching the building, and it was not imagined. Something knocked or rammed into the door. All things a, b, and c were still bottom of the list of suspects. That may be a dumb bird thing, throwing themselves at the door to get free, so despite the weirdness of the building I opened the door, and what did I see? A dead bird who had bashed its head in flying into the door. Knew it. Wait, and then there was another, but a little further from the door, and then another further inside the building. What the fuck. How were birds hitting the door, or wall or whatever and falling to their deaths? There was nothing for them to hit in the middle of the road, after I had found four more birds.

The sunlight had all but disappeared, the birds should have been in their nests by now. Looking up, they circled above the troubling building.

“Told ya.” came the croak from the old coot Tom, startling me. Where had he come from? “Building 86 gets busy at night.”

“What the hell are’ya doing here, Tom? You should’ve clocked out hours ago.” I didn’t even bother looking at him, plus didn’t want to miss if any birds were going to fly into an invisible wall again. Tom just grunted. “Besides it’s barely night, and them birds should already be asleep.”

“‘Sept they ain’t.” Tom said staring up at the birds, a scene reminiscent of Hitchcock.

Without a sound, both me and Tom were being pushed away from the building by nothing. No wind, no force really, it felt like a wall was pushing us back slowly. I reached out and my hands pressed hard on something invisible, it had no heat or cold, it was flat and hard. I knocked on it, it made no sound. But sure as birds fly, we were being pushed back, closer to another building. It wasn’t fast, mind you, but it was relentless. Our backs were slowly approaching building 85, so me ‘n Tom headed to the space between 85 and 83. Surely whatever that was would stop at another building.

When it continued to expand into buildings 85 and 83, Tom and I ran towards the control booth. Not sure who or what to call, but we weren’t sure what was gonna happen next.

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Fiction Uncategorized Writing

The meeting

All I could remember was the sound of laughter ringing in my ears before the darkness. I bolted up and looked around trying to put the pieces together of what happened and where I was. I’m pretty sure this is the couch that was in our house when I was fourteen. I looked, yep, that’s the place where the not yet fixed dog had her period and stained the pastel floral fabric. It’s the couch, but not the house. No. This was an unknown space, but it was full of items made of memories. I could see my first car parked outside, even though I would swear there was no window. On the bookcase I saw some of my favorite books, a disc camera that I got for Christmas when I was 12 or so. A pile of Hard Rock t-shirts in a pile of dirty laundry – Berlin, Amsterdam, Paris, London, Barcelona. That’s as far as I looked.

The door opened and an old bearded guy in a flowing muslin outfit came in. Please, please, please don’t tell me it’s Saint Peter or some other Catholic bullshittery. I did not spend the majority of my life an atheist for this religious crap.

“Saint Peter?” I ask dryly.

“No. I’m here to fetch you. You have a meeting.” His voice sounded surprisingly young, in contrast to his classic saint-like appearance.

“With whom?”

“Does it matter? Do you somehow have something better to do?” he waved around the small space, where now all the bric-a-brac and memories had vanished.

I sighed, “Guess not.” And followed him out the door.

“Where am I? How did I get here? What is going to happen next?”

“You all ask the same inane questions, and I don’t give a fuck to answer them. You’re here. You have a goddamn meeting, so shut the fuck up and go meet.”

He led me down a hallway that looked like an exact replica of the house I lived in when I was 6-years old, with my mom’s door at the end of it.

“Just knock.” he said impassively, then disappeared. Just literally disappeared.

I looked around, it was no longer the childhood hallway, but the door before me still looked like my mom’s from that house. I rapped on the door, and before the second rap “Enter.” was heard by a warm maternal voice.

Pushing the door open into a lush green landscape with grass, trees, flowers, the sounds of birds, a brook singing as it skipped over rocks was audible, and it smelled like flowers and chlorophyll, a freshness I remembered from camping and summer camp.

A massive tree with the sun streaking through it’s spring green leaves was in the center of the space, with a woman, plump and smiling with silver hair piled in a messy but elegant twist atop her head seated in a nook at the base of the tree’s trunk. Small animals snuggled near her feet and legs, and she held a gigantic white rabbit with pink eyes in her arms.

“Come closer, child. I’m sure you have questions.” Her voice felt like a fluffy blanket wrapped around my soul, inviting me to curl up and rest. Without conscious thought I walked towards her, I felt pulled to her.

I stood in front of her as she looked at me, her face remaining the picture of serene happiness. I felt as though I should curtsy or bow.

“We don’t do that here.” she said, and chuckled.

“You heard that?” I said, more embarrassed than surprised or upset.

“Oh yes. I know everything about you.”

My face flushed and my throat went dry.

“You shouldn’t do that. You’re not what you think you are. You, like all people, are a product of your birth and upbringing. Each of those things made you who you are.” she smiled and pet the rabbit, “And today we’ll work together so you can see it all more clearly.”

“Her levels look good.” the woman was in a white lab coat, checking a medical monitor. A nurse came beside her and checked the IV hanging beside the bed.

“Will this really work, doctor?” The young woman sat, holding the hand of a middle-aged woman in a hospital bed.

“We’ve had great success with similar patients, Ms. Merene. This kind of deep dive into her subconscious will allow her to work through the trauma and sort through what is real and what is fantasy.” the doctor smiled, “You’ll have your mother back soon, I’m certain of it.”

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Dystopia Fiction Writing

Angels

Turning into the dark alley, surrounded by the putrid smell of rotting food, waste, and death we saw the door with the watchful eye painted roughly over decades of grime and layers of chipped paint. This was it, the moment of decision. Would we enter and follow through or retreat back and fade into the emptiness that may be our death?

I turned to her, the look on her face told me the answer – onward. Lingering on the face that I knew so well, the single crinkle between the eyes indicating deep focus or concern, her rich hazel eyes, a crown of gold circling the dark pupil like an eclipse, but mostly it was the sadness that stained every pore. Oh she was beautiful, stunning actually, and that’s why we came to this butcher.

Turning the doorknob and pushing the door open, the smell of smoke, sweat, and incense assaulted our senses, filling our noses, blinding our eyes. The heat seeping into our clothes and skin, urging our own sweat to mingle with the scents of others. It was dark, visibility was nearly impossible, but I suppose that was by design, no one should see who was here. Decades-old broken furniture cluttered the outskirts of the cramped room with other visitors seated in masks that obscured their faces. I quickly put a mask on Deeanna’s face so we remained anonymous as well.

The sounds of buzzing reverberated into the waiting area, muffled cries and sobs heard far off in the distance. I looked at my cracking boots, the dirt was holding them together as much as my feet. I gripped tightly the small pouch of gold rocks in my pocket, that represented six months of hard labor in full hazmat gear. Looking over at Deanna, her fidgeting a clear announcement of her nerves. I put my hand on hers, she looks at me with those eyes, so bright and welcoming; she’s scared. She should be. Butchers aren’t known for their delicate touch. I want to touch her soft skin once more, to feel the silkiness of it again, but I know last night was the last time I’d feel that smoothness. If you wanted to survive and escape the slave-trade, you wanted to be average, like all the rest of us – rugged, deformed in one way or another, not the perfect angel that sat beside me. Angels have targets on their back, and it’s a hard life that often ends in suicide.